Monday, July 27, 2009

a new me (",)

lme nye ak x bkak blog ak ni..wndu gle!!skg xtaw pe nk mcarut dlam ni..hahaha..erm,bese r..dh bz nek klas n a beginning s a new life..sume jd cm plik je..bkn pe..dari sbelum nek sem lg ak dh mula lmah smangat utk blajo..sbb ak taw bl nek sem ni byk dugaan yg akan aku lalui..bt thanx 2 my beloved mom n my bro cuz giving a full support 4 me.. ak truskan gk stdy demi fAmIlY ak..bt thngs began not 2 smoothly.

dri stat klas lg aku dh mula wt hal..xdtg klas smgu..siap lectrer bel aku kol aku lg tnye n mrh ak!hahaha..bt i dun felt really depressed cz my dad had called him 2 tell da truth..nsb bek mse 2 aku btol2 mmg ad urusan..kalo x,mmg xtaw nk bg alsan pe..hikhik..

then, a week later afta dat.aku dtg klas mcm bese..tp mslah yg aku bygkn yg akn muncul akhrnye jd knyataan..5 serangkai yg ade prob ngn aku akhrnye muncul myalak2 dlam kelas n perli2..yg aku herannye org yg xd prob ngn aku 2 yg lbh2..erm,bese r 2..knon nk jd jagoan dlm psahabatan..mmg awl2 ak rse ttekan cz everythng change now..bt later dat,aku dh rse lali lak..yg plik nye aku rse slesa lak dgn keadaan aku yg lone ranger(eventhough i still feel lonely) n walopn sume org ksian tgk keadaan aku yg xde kwn ni..tp aku xbpe ksah sbnrnye sbb aku rse aku xyah nk pkir psal org len lg...jz me..

walaupn dugaan aku tggung rse cm siksa tp sbnrnye stiap pe yg dwg buat aku dpt rse aku bjaya naik slangkah dri hidup aku yg dulu..plus, keadaan aku skg mbuatkan jiwa aku lbh tenang cz dpt mgurangkn dosa2 aku dri umpatan, mngajar aku lbh matang, bgaul dgn bdk2 kos len n meluaskan lg pkiran aku ni n aku rse ianye mbuat aku dpt sgala apa yg aku hajati..mgkin ini balasan utk org yg sabar..skg aku mls nk cmpur urusan org len dh cuz skg ni aku dh ada dunia aku sndri yg mayb have pros n cons bout dat bt i hope everythng going 2 b jz fine..so, SILENCE DOESN'T MEAN IM GIVE UP,BT ITS A BEGINNING 2 STEP 4WARD. for those who r related, stop being sarcastic gal..it doesn't effect me anythng,jz made me b more stronger n tougher in life.btw,tq 4 everythng.

peace no war+_+