Sunday, August 15, 2010

aviation-you were my everything




This goes out to someone that was 

Once the most important person in my life 

I didnÂ’t realize it at the time 

I canÂ’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so 

I donÂ’t really expect you to either 

ItÂ’s just... I donÂ’t even know 

Just listenÂ… 



YouÂ’re the one that I want, the one that I need 

The one that I gotta have just to succeed 

When I first saw you, I knew it was real 

IÂ’m sorry about the pain I made you feel 



That wasnÂ’t me; let me show you the way 

I looked for the sun, but itÂ’s raining today 

I remember when I first looked into your eyes 

It was like God was there, heaven in the skies 



I wore a disguise 'cause I didnÂ’t want to get hurt 

But I didnÂ’t know I made everything worse 

You told me we were crazy in love 

But you didnÂ’t care when push came to shove 



If you loved me as much as you said you did 

Then you wouldnÂ’t have hurt me like I ainÂ’t shit 

Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me 

I loved you with my heart, really and truly 



I guess you forgot about the times that we shared 

When I would run my fingers through your hair 

Late nights, just holding you in my arms 

I donÂ’t know how I could do you so wrong 



I really wanna show you I really need to hold you 

I really wanna know you like no one else could know you 

YouÂ’re number one, always in my heart 

And now I canÂ’t believe that our love is torn apart 



[Chorus:] 

I need you and 

I miss you and 

I want you and 

I love you ‘cause 

I wanna hold you, 

I wanna kiss you 

You were my everything 

And I really miss you [2x] 



I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man 

And then sit and laugh as youÂ’re holding his hand 

The thought of that just shatters my heart 

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart 



At times we was off I was scared to show you 

Now I wanna hold you until I canÂ’t hold you 

Without you, everything seems strange 

Your name is forever planted in my brain 



Damn it, IÂ’m insane, 

Take away the pain 

Take away the hurt 

Baby, we can make it work 



What about when you 

Looked into my eyes 

Told me you loved me 

As you would hugged me 



I guess everything you said was a lie 

I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes 

Now IÂ’m not even a thought in your mind 

I can see clearly, my love is not blind 



[Chorus:] 

I need you and 

I miss you and 

I want you and 

I love you ‘cause 

I wanna hold you, 

I wanna kiss you 

You were my everything 

And I really miss you [2x] 



[Talking:] 

I just wish everything could have turned out differently 

I had a special feeling about you 

I thought maybe you did too 

You would understand, butÂ… 

No matter what, youÂ’ll always be in my heart 

YouÂ’ll always be my baby 



Our first day, it seemed so magical 

I remember all the time that I had with you 

Remember when you first came to my house? 

You looked like an angel wearing that blouse 



We hit it off, I knew it was real 

But now I canÂ’t take all the pain that I feel 

Reach in your heart, I know IÂ’m still there 

I donÂ’t wanna hear that you no longer care 



Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? 

I didnÂ’t think you would ever do me like this 

I didnÂ’t think youÂ’d wanna see me depressed 

I thought youÂ’d be there for me, this I confess 



You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? 

Now IÂ’m nothing to you, youÂ’re with another guy 

I tried, I tried, I tried, and IÂ’m trying 

Now on the inside it feels like IÂ’m dying 



[Chorus:] 

I need you and 

I miss you and 

I want you and 

I love you ‘cause 

I wanna hold you, 

I wanna kiss you 

You were my everything 

And I really miss you [2x] 



[Talking:] 

And I do miss you 

I just thought we were meant to be 

I guess now, weÂ’ll never know 

The only thing I want is for you to be happy 

Whether it be with me, or without me 

I just want you to be happy